Episode 1. A Willing Death
In the months, weeks and days leading up to that very fist Easter, Jesus knew – He knew He was going to die. And what’s more He knew how – a gruesome crucifixion. As we follow Him around in …
I don’t know how much you’ve thought about dying and I don’t want to start the week off by being too morbid but we’re heading towards Easter and this Easter message has a brutal dimension to it.
In the weeks leading up to Easter, that very first Easter, dying was very much on Jesus mind. And I guess there are some who are very ill listening today and you’ve thought rather a lot about dying. Please I don’t mean to touch on a raw nerve here but dying is as much a part of life as living is.
We grow old and eventually our bodies give up our spirits, that’s what happens. But it’s those who die prematurely that I guess we really struggle with. Those who die young through sickness or accident or even foul play, that’s hard but I guess when I think about dying I wonder what it will be like letting go. Finally letting go of this life, living through those last hours and minutes knowing that this is the end.
Of course it may not quite happen like that for me. Death could be sudden or instant but I’m guessing most people are aware in their final hours and minutes, even final months and weeks that the end is near and that soon they will have to let go of this life whether they want to or not.
It’s that letting go that I think a lot about and I wonder, I wonder in those months and weeks and days leading up to His crucifixion how that played out in Jesus heart and mind.
I’ve heard people say, ‘Well, you know, Jesus was the Son of God, He wasn’t afraid of physical suffering and death. What weighed on His Spirit was the spiritual reality of taking the sin of this world on His shoulders for all time’. Well I’m sure that the spiritual dimension weighed hugely on Him. He who knew no sin was to become sin so that you and I might gain a completely right standing with God.
That’s a huge burden for the Son of God to bear but as well as being the Son of God Jesus was and is the son of man. He was God in the flesh. He was human at that point, just like you and me, with flesh and blood and emotions and all those very same things and in a sense if He didn’t suffer in the flesh as a man then this whole Easter thing is something of a slight of hand.
If Jesus the man didn’t suffer as punishment for our sins then how can the Apostle Paul possibly write in Romans chapter 8, verse 3;
“By sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and to deal with sin He condemned sin in the flesh.”
No, Jesus definitely suffered in the flesh as we’ll see over the coming weeks, He definitely suffered in those beatings and that brutal crucifixion.
So I’m trying to put myself in His shoes here in those weeks leading up to Easter and I’m trying to imagine how that felt. I know He was Gods Son, I know He had a relationship with His Father in heaven that was deep and secure in a way that perhaps you and I don’t yet have although Jesus does want that same depth of a relationship with us but a man He was and He was facing the prospect of a terrible death.
Just think this through, nails through His wrists and His Achilles tendons. Hung with His full weight tearing painfully at these sensitive parts of His body. Dying over hours in excruciating pain through suffocation. Anyone, any man, any woman facing that prospect, well that excruciatingly painful reality let alone the emotional pain of rejection and ridicule is going to play so terribly on your mind, isn’t it?
In fact I wonder if I was facing that sort of death whether the prospect of that terrible reality wouldn’t completely debilitate me. I think frankly I’d want to run away. So in the day to day cut and thrust of life in those final weeks and days how did Jesus handle it? Let’s have a look at just one incident where this comes into play and it’s from John chapter 12 beginning at verse 1:
“Six days before the Passover (so it’s getting fairly close) Jesus came to Bethany, the home of Lazarus whom He had raised from the dead. There they gave a dinner for Him. Martha served and Lazarus was one of the people at the table with Him. Mary took a pound of costly perfume made of pure nard, anointed Jesus feet and wiped them with her hair.
“The house was filled with the fragrance of the perfume but Judas Iscariot, one of the disciples, the one who was about to betray Him, said ‘why was this perfume not sold for three hundred denarii and the money given to the poor?’ He said this not because he cared about the poor but because he was a thief, he kept the common purse and used to steal what was put into it.
“Jesus said, ‘Leave her alone. She bought it so that she might keep it for the day of my burial. You always have the poor with you but you do not always have me.’”
Now this is an instance where Mary, the sister of Lazarus, worships Jesus in a way that perhaps culturally we don’t quite relate to these days but let’s just accept her actions on face value. She was pouring a lot of hard earned money out on Jesus. In fact three hundred denarii would have been pretty much a year’s wages for a labourer.
So even though his motives were wrong we can kind of understand Judas’ indignation, seems like a terrible waste. And in the face of this apparently extravagant act Jesus plainly and matter-of-factly says this:
“Leave her alone. She bought it so she might keep it for the day of my burial.”
He just accepts His death as what is going to happen. He’s not running away from it, He’s not fighting it, He’s not panicking about it, nothing. This is what is going to happen. Over and over He tells His disciples this is going to happen. Earlier on in John chapter 10 He explains:
“For this reason the Father loves me because I lay my life down in order to take it up again. No one takes it from me but I lay it down of my own accord. I have the power to lay it down and I have the power to take it up again. I have received this command from my Father.”
See Jesus laid down His life willingly. It was a deliberate decision and an act of love. Decades later Paul the Apostle is contemplating the utter enormity of this decision. Have a listen, Romans chapter 5, verses 7 and 8:
“Indeed rarely will anyone die for a righteous person though perhaps for a good person someone might actually dare to die. But God proves His love for us in that while we were still sinners Christ died for us.”
Sadly so many have heard this message of Easter so often that we can became almost blasé about the reality of what it means for any man let alone the Son of God to face this sort of death. Crucifixion was a common Roman punishment back then, gruesome and brutal. I can only imagine what a stark contrast there was between Jesus and all those others who found themselves on the same death row as Him.
And what is it that made the difference for Jesus as He faced this death? What is it that gave Him the ability to take it in His stride? His love for us. He knew what He was doing. He knew why. He knew that this death, this terrible, terrible punishment would purchase for the likes of me and the likes of you and for millions upon millions of other equally undeserving individuals a new life, an eternal life.
Greater love has no man than that He lays down his life for his friends. You and I, we are those friends, that’s what Easter is about. A love beyond our wildest imagination.
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