Episode 1. Am I On the Right Track
Every now and then, we stick our heads up from whatever we’re doing, slaving away at – our job, career, whatever and think to ourselves, this is hard work I wonder whether I’m on the right …
There is a cost to being a follower of Jesus Christ. It costs us our lives; it costs us our ‘everything’ as we lay them down.
So Many Races
It seems to me that so many of us are on a treadmill. Is that pessimistic? I hope not! It just seems to me that this world is more and more about running a race; winning the prize. Not just the elite athletes; the Olympians, although in that arena it’s a definitely a ‘winner takes all’ mentality.
A split second difference is the difference between millions of dollars of endorsements and complete obscurity. This ‘winner takes all’ mentality actually translates itself into our own lives as well. We want to win at all sorts of things these days; having the smartest and the brightest kids. These days at least in the affluent West, people are now paying, not only big dollars to send their kids to private schools but on top of that they are paying money for expensive tutors.
I don’t know – I attended a Government school; no tutors and I managed pretty well. But these days it’s more competitive – there is more pressure to win. Political races – as an Australian peering in on the U.S. Presidential race every four years – I mean how much did Barak Obama raise for his campaign – around a billion dollars U.S. – all to win? It seems that whether it’s pure survival or the excesses of wealthy societies, life is all about running hard and winning.
Now I was brought up in a post war European work ethic so I’m the last one to criticise hard work, actually I believe in applying ourselves and working hard. But there is an ugly side to that; there is a side where people pour out their lives to win a prize but the question is: is the prize worth winning? The goal that we have been programmed to go so hard after – when we stop, look, think in the cold hard light of day – you have got to ask – is this a race worth winning? Well, is it?
This week on the programme we are starting a new series that I’ve called “Running the Race, Winning the Prize.” Because actually part of believing in God is in fact, running the race and winning the prize. The question though, that we each need to ask ourselves – and that’s what today is all about – is ‘Am I actually on the right track? Am I running in the right race?’
So often the world has just programmed us to run in this one particular race or rut – the career we have chosen, making lots of money….whatever it happens to be, we are running in that race – giving it our all, slogging hard, working hard but let me ask you this again. Stand back, take a hard look – is it the right race? Is it worth it?
Now how do you answer that question? How do you assess whether this is the right race; whether it is worth it? Well you look at the prize at the end – what is the prize? What do I get? What do I end up with? And given what I want out of life; given what my hopes and dreams and plans are, is the sacrifice that I am making for this race justified by the prize?
I don’t think we like to ask ourselves that too much, because we are addicted to the race we are running at the moment. We have been programmed to believe that this is the race and if we don’t win this race then we have failed. We have been duped into thinking that the prize is worth it even when sometimes it’s not.
You wouldn’t believe the number of business men – I am deliberately talking about men now – who believe that if they really, really, really work hard while they are young they will be able to retire in their mid forties and live a life of luxury but the reality is that most of them don’t. Many of them lose their marriages and miss out on their kids growing up. Many of them have high blood pressure and they’re overweight and they end up have a stroke or a heart attack in their fifties while they are still working like idiots.
You see how easy it is to end up running the wrong race – to pour our lives out for a prize that, as the end of the day, well, it just ain’t worth it. And then we behave as though it all depends on us but then the stock market crashes and all that wealth that has been generated by so many busy, hard working people, is wiped off the ledger in a matter of days; minutes even. Or war breaks out or oil prices plummet or sickness strikes or…..come on, we put our faith in the works of our hands as though there are no tomorrows; though it’s all up to us – but life just isn’t like that.
King Solomon, one of the wisest men that ever walked the earth, towards the end of his life, listen to what he writes – if you have a Bible, grab it, open it up at Ecclesiastes in the Old Testament, chapter 9, we are looking at verse 11. Here’s what he writes:
“Again I saw that under the sun the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, nor the bread to the wise, nor the riches to the intelligent, nor the favour to the skilful; but time and chance happen to all of them. For no one can anticipate the time of a disaster. Like fish taken in a cruel net, and like birds caught in a snare, so mortals are snared at a time of calamity, when it suddenly falls upon them.”
It’s true, isn’t it? Things come along out of the blue and we think that if we are swift and strong and wise and intelligent and skilful, that’s it; that’s everything; that’s all there is. But you know and I know that that’s only part of the equation.
Please don’t get me wrong again – I am a great believer in taking the gifts and abilities that God’s given each one of us and applying them diligently and working hard, running the race but the question I come back to is: which race? The race that the world has told us we should be running? Or a different race; a better race; a race that isn’t just the most amazing blessing here and now but a race that brings an eternal prize?
That’s what the Apostle Paul is talking about when he writes this, in First Corinthians chapter 9, beginning at verse 24:
“Do you not know that in a race, the runners all compete but only one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may win it! Athletes exercise self-control in all things – they do it to receive a perishable wreath but we, an imperishable one. So I do not run aimlessly, nor to I box as though beating the air but I punish my body and enslave it so that after proclaiming to others, I myself should not be disqualified.”
See, Paul is making a very clear distinction here between the race that the athletes run, the race that this world runs, for a perishable prize and the race that he is running for an imperishable prize. And Paul is so focussed on that race – he’s like an athlete; he’s like a boxer who hits his target – he’s focussed but on the right race.
So let me ask you something – which race are you running in? Is it the right one?
Delusion and Delay
I believe that you and I, we can be masters of delusion and delay. I know I can be. For years I ploughed along on a track that I was on – wealth and career – convinced, absolutely convinced I was on the right track, and yet, always knowing that I wasn’t. How did I know deep down that I wasn’t? Because there was no satisfaction; there was no joy; there was no real sense of peace about it.
But as so many people do, I ignored those; I rationalised them, I hid them, I pushed them down and away. I had to be on the right track….I just had to be. I had invested so much of myself building a career and a big house, it had to be right. But it wasn’t and every now and then God would send someone along to tell me that. But I had to ignore them….I just had to.
There was a time when the Apostle Paul was arrested for telling people about Jesus. He was taken before the Governor, Governor Felix of Caesarea. Have a listen to this short passage – it’s a record of what happens. It begins in Acts chapter 24, verse 22 – so if you have a Bible, come here with me – Acts chapter 24, verse 22:
“But Felix, who was rather well informed about the Way, adjourned the hearing with the comment, “When Lysias, the tribune comes down, I will decide your case.” Then he ordered the centurion to keep him in custody, but to let him have some liberty and not to prevent any of his friends from taking care of his needs.
“Some days later when Felix came with his wife Drusilla, who was Jewish, he sent for Paul again and heard him speaking concerning faith in Jesus Christ. And as he discussed justice, self-control, and the coming judgement, Felix became frightened and said, “Go away for the present; when I have an opportunity, I will send for you.” At the same time he hoped that money would be given him by Paul, and for that reason he used to send for him very often and to converse with him.
“After two years had passed, Felix was succeeded by Porcius Festus; and since he wanted to grant the Jews favour, Felix left Paul in prison.”
Well, this tells us a bit about Felix, the Governor, who was judging Paul. He was well informed about the Way, which means he was well informed about Jesus because his wife was Jewish. He knew the whole ‘Jesus’ thing; he knew what it was about. And Paul was a prisoner for proclaiming the Good News of Jesus Christ.
Now Felix wasn’t particularly ‘anti’ him – he was happy to give Paul some liberties; he was happy for Paul’s friends to come and take care of his needs – so Felix wasn’t really persecuting Paul; he wasn’t against the Gospel. He knew about Jesus but what he found was that the stuff that Paul was talking about was scary.
And as Paul discussed justice, self-control and the coming judgement, we read in verse 25, “Felix became frightened and said, “Go away for the present. When I have an opportunity, I will send for you.” And of course Felix did send for Paul, but he sent for him for the wrong reasons. Felix sent for Paul to maybe get a bribe out of him, not to hear about Jesus.
Aren’t you and I so often like Felix? We kind of know that God is God. Not particular anti; maybe lukewarm; maybe positive, is a good description; maybe half baked. Ever drunk a lukewarm cup of coffee – you want to spit it out, right? Ever eaten a half baked cake – it’s all sloppy and doughy – it’s not what it’s meant to be?
That’s where Felix was! What was he frightened of? Why did he send Paul away? Because Paul was talking about justice, self-control and coming judgement! Now justice is something that Governor Felix should have been dispensing. Self-control, well, you know Felix was a Governor; he could have pretty much whatever he wanted. And the coming judgement – the day when God would judge the living and the dead; when there is a price to pay. WOW! What Paul was talking about, was telling Felix in his heart of hearts, that he was on the wrong track and to change tracks.
Well, there was a price to pay. Some sacrifices had to be made – he was counting the cost; that’s what Felix was doing. Felix heard the Good News of Jesus Christ; he heard the hard edge about justice and self-control and the coming judgement and he counted the cost. Jesus said in Luke chapter 14, verse 27:
“Whoever does not carry the cross and follow Me cannot be My disciple. For which of you, intending to build a tower, does not first sit down and estimate the cost to see whether he has enough to complete it?”
And that’s what we do so often. We are so committed to the track we are on; the race we are in, when someone challenges us to take another look; when someone like Paul comes and talks to Felix; when something or someone pricks our conscience, we react like Felix. It’s uncomfortable, we push it away, we deny it, we delay it.
Two years Paul was in that prison – Felix spoke to him often. He had the opportunity to get what Paul was saying and to wrap his heart around it and to put his life on a new track but he didn’t because he didn’t want to pay the price. He counted the cost, okay, and he decided, ‘No, I don’t want to pay that price. Not worth it to me.’ Haven’t you done that; haven’t I done that?
Following Jesus is about taking up our cross; it’s about sacrifice; it’s about giving up some things; maybe even giving up wealth or at least our obsession with it. And so we decide not to change races; not to change tracks; stick with the current race. Better the devil you know, right? Ain’t that the truth! But here’s where we get it wrong. We only count the cost of the change – we only count the cost of actually laying down our lives for Jesus.
What we don’t count the cost of is keeping on with the current race; the race that we know isn’t right for us; the obsession with wealth or career or family. Nothing wrong with any of those things in themselves – they are all good but they have become our masters and we are their slaves and there is a cost to that. We don’t count it because we are so used to it, we ignore it and we deny it and we rationalise it. ‘Oh, look, it’s just a dull ache or a nagging sense of something – can’t quite put my finger on it – I’ll get over it.’
We don’t count that cost because we have nothing to compare it to. But if we were to sit in the middle of a full life of abundant joy with Jesus and look back on that old life, well you could see the cost of that old life a whole bunch more clearly.
When we get into the race that God’s got planned for us – and we are going to talk about that more next week on the programme – all of a sudden we see that the fine clothes that we once boasted in, well, we see that they are just dirty, torn rags.
Who is Lord?
The delusion I laboured under for much of my life is that if I ran my own race I was free but if I accepted Jesus as my Saviour and Lord, well, then someone else would be the Lord of my life and I would no longer be free. I mean, I had money; I had a career and to have Jesus, I had to give them up – at least that’s what I thought. But that’s not how it works!
Have a listen to how Jesus puts it in Matthew chapter 6, verse 24. He says:
“No one can serve two masters. For a slave will either hate the one and love the other or be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and wealth.”
Now to be sure, a few times Jesus tells people to sell their possessions and give them to the poor because He is challenging them as to who is in charge.
But the point He is making here is that we are going to be slaves to something. Some people are slaves to their reputation – they tie themselves in knots to live out that reputation. Some people are slaves to their beauty or to their wealth, some to their families and in a sense that is good but so many parents in the West, they pamper their children and in doing so, end up ruining their lives.
Let me ask you this! Who or what are you a slave to? Just stop and think – list all the major things in your life; the things you really care about – maybe even jot them down. Perhaps there are three, four, five things that really matter. Now the next bit is to say, ‘Well, what are those things costing me? What’s the price that I’m paying?’ Now, be honest! Let’s not be like Felix – let’s not put it off and delude ourselves. Let’s get out of this delusion and delay and denial game. What’s it costing and is the prize worth it?
When you’re eighty and your teeth are in a jar on the bedside table and the skin is all wrinkled and the kids have all gone their own way and there is more of your life on this earth to look back on than there is to look forward to – when you are in that place, what will the prizes of those things on your list be worth? And will the cost, the price, the sacrifices along the way have been worth it? Are you running the right race?
See, the Apostle Paul changed tracks. He was a ‘somebody’ – he was a Jewish leader in the Sanhedrin and he had a name and he had a religious career carved out for himself. In fact, he writes about it – if you have a Bible again, come with me and look at in Philippians chapter 3, beginning at verse 4:
“I too, have reason for confident in the flesh. If anyone else has reason to be confident in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, a member of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew born of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless.
“Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ. More than that, I regard everything as loss because of the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For His sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and I regard them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in Him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but one that comes through faith in Christ, the righteousness from God based on faith.”
Here’s a man who’s counted the cost – his career, his benefits on one side of the ledger and on the other side, the wonder of living his life for Jesus, having lost all of those things. And Paul suffered – have a listen to what he writes in his letter to the Romans in chapter 8, verse 18. He says: “I’ve considered that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory about to be revealed to us.”
He was a Pharisee, he was working so hard at his religion but at the end of the day he counts all those things as zero, compared to the saving grace of God, as rubbish. In fact, literally, as dung, is what he says. Now, Paul worked hard, he poured his life out for Jesus, he suffered, he was jailed, eventually he was executed but in his heart, the light of God was shining and that was worth everything to him.
Not some sugar coated candy kind of faith – there is a cost to being a follower of Jesus Christ. It costs us our lives; it costs us our ‘everything’ as we lay them down. I can’t talk with you about Jesus the Saviour, without talking about Jesus the Lord – two sides of the one coin.
We are going to slaves to something or someone in our lives – we are! And ultimately I decided I was going to be a slave and run in a race and pay a price for a goal and a prize that was worth it. Listen to what Peter, the Apostle writes in First Peter chapter 1, verse 8:
“Although you have not seen Him you have loved Him and even though you do not see Him now, you believe in Him and rejoice with an indescribable and glorious joy, for you are receiving the outcome of your faith, the salvation of your souls.”
Peter is talking about a joy unspeakable; a joy so wonderful that no words can describe it. And the difference…..the difference is this: in Jesus I know that I am saved; I know that I have eternal life – there is a certain assurance of that. But Jesus the Lord ends up using who I am and what I have, which are, after all, who He made me and what He gave me, for His glory and not mine.
It’s so much more fun; it’s so much more fulfilling; it’s so much more everything. And instead of enjoying my life less, which is what I thought would certainly happen, I ended up enjoying my life so much more – infinitely more – beyond words. A joy unspeakable, all because one day I was put in a place where I had to think about the race I was running. I discovered in my own experience that, no, actually it wasn’t worth it and changing tracks was the most obvious thing to do.
I don’t care who we are, or where we are at; whether we have been walking with Jesus for a life time or whether we have never met a Jesus worth knowing, what we need to ask ourselves today is this: Is my life on the right track?
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